Background and Research Context
Across race and feminist scholarship, care is increasingly understood not as a private virtue but as a form of labor that is historically extracted, unevenly distributed, and politically regulated. In the U.S. and across the Americas, this labor has been disproportionately carried by women of color, whose practices of care are often naturalized, expected, or rendered invisible rather than recognized as skilled, relational work. Yet within dominant theatrical and academic traditions alike, performance is rarely treated as a legitimate site of inquiry, and care is frequently relegated to background affect or moral sentiment rather than understood as a structuring force of social life.
Public Mother intervenes on both fronts. The project approaches motherhood not as an identity or role, but as a set of embodied, relational actions—holding, leaning, carrying weight, staying present, and witnessing—shaped by race, power, and historical violence. Drawing from Black feminist thought, decolonial performance practices, and Latin American traditions of embodied storytelling, the work treats performance itself as a research method, using the rehearsal room and the live event as spaces where knowledge is generated through bodily encounter rather than observation alone.
In doing so, Public Mother also challenges conventional modes of spectatorship. Rather than positioning audiences as detached viewers, the performance implicates them in the ethics of care being enacted, asking how witnessing, proximity, and attention redistribute responsibility. Situated in a moment marked by racialized state violence, political fracture, and collective fatigue, the project does not seek resolution. Instead, it treats care as a site of inquiry and friction—where intimacy, power, grief, and accountability collide, and where new ethical questions emerge through shared presence.
Research Methods
This project employs auto-ethnography and practice-based research methods, treating artistic creation as a primary mode of inquiry rather than as illustration of preexisting theory. The research was conducted primarily in a rehearsal room, understood as a laboratory for embodied, relational, and reflective investigation.
Key methodological components included:
- Auto-ethnographic inquiry drawing on lived experience, positionality, and embodied history.
- Writing and movement-based exercises exploring holding, weight, dependency, protection, and exposure.
- Embodied collaboration across racial differences as a research encounter.
- A 20-minute performance presented publicly on October 18, 2024, as both research output and dissemination.
Findings and Analysis
One of the project’s central findings is that care becomes politically legible when it is displaced from its expected bodies. In Public Mother, acts of holding, leaning, and mutual support between performers destabilize assumptions about who gives care and who receives it. The research also revealed how public witnessing transforms care into an ethical demand rather than a sentimental gesture. Care becomes legible as labor—unevenly distributed, emotionally costly, and socially regulated.
Importantly, the research process revealed the limits of a single performance event in addressing the structural conditions under examination. While the September 2024 performance made racialized care visible within a U.S. institutional context, it also generated new questions about transnational maternal grief, state violence, and collective mourning.
Implications and Future Directions
The project is now entering a new research phase grounded in dialogue with Black mothers’ feminist movements in Brazil, particularly groups formed by women who have lost their children to state violence and necropolitical systems. This phase expands Public Mother beyond the U.S. context, situating maternal care and grief within global structures of racialized violence. Through listening-based exchange rather than representational appropriation, the project seeks to learn from activist-led knowledge practices that understand motherhood as both political resistance and collective survival.